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[ Tuesday, November 23, 2004 ]
naguguluhan..!%#.|@...
d ko lam bat ganto..
ano bang nangyayari,
ano bang dpat,
ano ba tlga to?
bat pa dumating,
bat pa binigay,
bat pa tinakda ng pagkakataon?
kundi ren pla mgtatagal,
cguro nga, tama na.
bka pako malulong..
ewan ko, ewan..
d ko alam ang ksagutan
panandaliang kasiyahan
ngayo'y dulot kalungkutan..
Labels: poem
 Posted by Che @ 1:20 PM
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[ Monday, November 22, 2004 ]
the inner side of me
Just another nice song with a nice lyrics.. can't help but share it..
-- exacly the way i feel -- the sentimental side of me is starting to outgrow 'myself' again..
Wherever you are
--Southborder--
I love to see the ocean's beauty
And the moon that shines above
Alone in the sand looking at the stars
wishing someday i would find true love
would it be nice to see the morning
with the one you love the most
would it be nice to to say goodnight
to the one you hold so close to your
to your heart
the wind that blows the dove
is the wind that blows my love
hope it'll find its way to you
wherever you are
I love to sit in fields of green
Looking deeply through the sky
watching birds as they fly by
hoping someday fate will bring me true love
would it be nice to hold someone
so dear, near your heart
would it be nice to hear those words
I love you from the one, that you love
i'd love to see myself one day
in the arms of someone
who will share his life with me
selflessly
someday
you will find you way to me...
Labels: lyrics
Posted by Che @ 5:56 PM
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dulot ng Lunes (a.k.a. rushday)
Weekend is over again.. work, work, work..
Monday morning
rush hour - standing ovation na nman sa bus; G-Liner man o RRCG. ayos!
ummuulan - maputik at mejo baha sa mga dinadaanan. ayos!
mahaba ang pants - nadumihan ang ilalim at basa. ayos!
inaantok - papikit-pikit at bangag. ayos!
Lunes - di ayos!
I just wish this week will be a fruitful one.
Fruit = prutas
Fruitful = mdaming prutas?
iba tlga pag nababangag..
asan na pla ang mga letrato ko dito?
wala.
wala dahil hindi ko pa na-upload.
hindi ko na-upload dahil wlang kwenta at napakabagal ng aking koneksyon ng internet sa aming balay (bahay).
mabagal sapagkat isa lamang iyong de-dayal (dial-up).
de-dayal kasi hindi DSL, Globe Broadband, Eastern o kahit ano mang mabilis na nagbibigay ng serbisyong pang internet (Internet Service Provider).
Hindi ganun sapagkat ito'y mahal..love? hindi tongak! mahal! ekspensibo; d kaya bayaran kasi kulang ang pera o wala tlgang pera.
walang pera kasi madaming gastusin.
mdaming gastusin..dahel matakaw, madaming binabayaran, at isang mapagbigay na tao. hahahaha!!
hahahaha? ano yun? tawa.
bket tawa? tawa sapagkat kalokohan na itong mga pinagsasabi ko dito.
Magandang Araw sa Lahat. Oo sa nyong lahat.
Labels: rants
Posted by Che @ 11:03 AM
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[ Wednesday, November 17, 2004 ]
a whole lotta lovin'
At last! i got a hold of my blog again! It just so happened that i was out the whole weekend..sat, sun and monday (ramadan). My net connection at home was so damn slow that i haven't got the chance to update my blog. Yesterday here at the office, we have no internet access. Dba ang ganda?! Moving on, so many things happened over the weekend.. So am i going to make bullet points for this? hmm... yeah i'd rather do that.- I met someone at cyberspace..hehehe.. u know who you are. take good care of yourself huh. =)- My parents and i went to divisoria/binondo last sat. The weather was so hot and many pinoys were already shopping for Xmas. It was so tiring. I drove all the way from tutuban to recto for about an hour. Damn traffic.. Then we headed to Puregold shaw just to buy other stuffs. Fortunately, there's a metrobank branch at shaw. I got to withdraw money for the groceries..- The drinking spree with Lyca was cancelled. T'was like my saturday night gmik and i haven't got hold of the free beers?!..hehe.. But it's ok 'coz im very tired after that divisoria trip.- We went to our fishpond in bulacan. A sunday routine for my parents. I just joined them coz i want to hang out with all the hitos! (catfish) hehe.. Actually, It was a time for me to unwind.. T'was like a picnic day. I kept on taking pics, texting till my thumb hurts, strolling along the side of the pond, chatting w/ my cousins,.. hmm..what else? i slept at the folding bed outside the nipa hut..sarap..ng hangin.. I can't feel that air here in manila. After eating, my bro and i went to a nearby sari-sari store so that we can get a hold of that marlboro stick which my parents need not see. We also went biking so that no one can see us smoking. hehe..- THE INCREDIBLES - Still showing - Last monday was the day my wallet lost its remaining balance.haha.. I got to see the movie w/ my 3 brothers at megamall. And guess what? I paid everything. waahh..But it's ok coz im the one who invited them to watch the movie. Im the ate and the only one who's working so no problem. Don't sweat it che! Goin' back to the movie, the movie was fine. I laughed at dash, laughed at the baby biking infront of the incredible's house, laughed at dash again, got iritated with Syndrome, then laughed at dash again..hhehe.. Seriously, I don't recommend the movie to kids. It's very violent.- I bought a sun sim card just to experience that 24/7 they offer. Cool!That's all folks.. [The pics..as promised.]The new North Luzon tollgate..This is what i call: Pondscape, at Bulacan(I forgot the exact place)..My dad..Just before going home..Labels: chorva, travel
Posted by Che @ 1:09 PM
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[ Friday, November 12, 2004 ]
just lookin'
Picture Trippin'A closer look at our fishtank..A different perspective of my room's lightbulb..Labels: chorva
Posted by Che @ 10:54 PM
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a life that matters
It's friday again! Yahooo!! TGIF! Payday! and a long weekend awaits.. =) It's holiday on monday. How i wish mondays are holidays.. What do u guys think? hehe.. I'm planning to watch The Incredibles on Sunday or Monday. Actually im waiting for that movie since October and im excited!!. Well, im at work right now and gladly i got nothing much to do. I just want to share this piece w/c my mom forwarded. LIVE A LIFE THAT MATTERS By: Anonymous Author Ready or not, someday it will all come to an end. There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours, or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, Will pass to someone else. Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies Will finally disappear. So too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away. It won't matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks You lived at the end. It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant, Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; Not what you got, but what you gave. What will matter is not your success, but your significance. What will matter is not what you learned, but what you taught. What will matter is every act of integrity, compassion, courage, or sacrifice That enriched, empowered, or encouraged others to emulate your example. What will matter is not your competence, but your character. What will matter is not how many people you knew, But how many will feel a lasting loss when you're gone. What will matter is not your memories, But the memories that live in those who love you. What will matter is how long you will be remembered, By whom, and for what. Living a life that matters doesn't happen by accident. It's not a matter of circumstance, but of choice. Choose to live a life that matters. hmm..This served as a reality-check piece for me..and leaves me the question, what on earth am i here for? One way or another we really have to know or search our purpose in this world. May it be big or small, simple or complicated, drastic or mild. A life without a reason is not life at all. Eversince college I have already realized my purpose. I'm not really aware if that's the mission God gave me, but i know in my heart that after accomplishing that purpose i can already die.. Honestly, my mission is not that easy. It takes hardwork, patience, motivation, prayer and faith. But i know in God's time it will happen. I believe it will. Labels: life
Posted by Che @ 2:38 PM
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[ Wednesday, November 10, 2004 ]
first pic
This a shot taken near our veranda. I think this was the first decent shot i took while I was testing the digicam. Labels: chorva
Posted by Che @ 11:57 PM
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Thank God i did it!
Morning! It's Wednesday already. Time flies really fast huh. Anyway, i'm so happy and thankful that i already finished the changes/revisions for the packet sms project. Wheew.. i've burned a lot of time in that project. It took me a week! But I can breathe much better now..A nice, challenging, interesting and brain-cracking job is certainly a fulfillment. =)
Enough of my work. I just realized that my mornings are very long. My travel from our house to the office every morning is just an hour but it felt like hours. It's not because of traffic. Hmm..I think it's because my mind flies everytime. Just a while ago, i've been thinking of these things:
1. budgetting my money
- I felt that i'm already spending too much (even if i don't buy lunch coz i have baon) coz my savings doesn't change.
-My mom's going to borrow money for her and my dad's visa application.
-My expenses such as my monthly bill for Globe and digicam, cable, contribution for the house, etc.
2. dreams
- Yes dreams..
- Too many to mention.
3. Realizations
- I'll just post another topic for this coz for the past month i've learned and realized a lot of things. =)
4. my ex..surely
-waahh.. Questions are still surrounding my mind.
-Yeah yeah..whatever. I'm getting the hang of it.
I bet an hour is really not enough for these things.
And just when I got off the bus, It came to me that I'm almost late. So I walked fast and thank God, I came at 8:59. Buzzer-Beater!! yipee!!
Labels: chorva
Posted by Che @ 9:18 AM
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[ Monday, November 08, 2004 ]
a taste of life | blog again, at last!
Ok so i have a new blog again. This is actually my 3rd blog. My 1st blog is just a requirement for school. The 2nd one..i don't know.. i haven't updated that for a long time so i'd rather have a new one. A new blog for a whole new me!! hehe.. a rainbow after a storm i guess.. My life is really a struggle. Struggle in every aspect. I'm proud to say that somehow i'm slowly recovering. You know slowly but surely.. but there are times when lapses occur. Though i can't do anything about it, i just have to deal with it until it fades.. Do you know what im talking about? Recovery after a broken relationship. Yes. a broken, shattered, long distance relationship. It's really hard to work things out and survive such a relationship when it's only 1 who's making an effort to do so. You know what i mean? and worst comes to worst, if there is already a 3rd party. What a slap on my face!!a stab on my heart and soul..Anyway, its been a month since we broke up and i'm still healing and picking up pieces until now. I guess it's not that easy and fast, to think that we had almost 2yrs. 1 yr and 8 months here in manila, the other almost 4 months is long-distance. But i can say that i'm much better now than before. Though this is just my 2nd relationship, I've grown to learn and understand life more. I'm not God to change what is about to happen, or change a person's decision.But i still believe that we make our life. Everything is a choice. We have free will. I would like to share a few lines from T.D. Jakes' Let it Go. It's actually an email forwarded by a friend. (Thank you maan! you don't know but you're helping me through your emails)
When people can walk away from you, let them walk.
People leave you because they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them Go.
And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over.
And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over. I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me.
And if it takes too much sweat, I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them Go.
Jeesh..My time is not enough for this. Have to get back to work first.. I'm looking forward to write again.
Labels: chorva
Posted by Che @ 2:05 PM
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