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[ Thursday, July 28, 2005 ]
dunno really
grilling me over.. i don't want this place. i don't want this gloomy sight.. a margin to uncertainty, crooked road. leaving me breathless. losing my senses. treating me miserably.. if this has to work then it should. but i don't see a leap. but, i shall understand.. no more no less.. arghh..this sentimental side of me is eating me into pieces again.. anyway, i just read a compilation of blog entries.. warm bodies, the kris aquino complex , just want to quote some part of TJ's entry. Walking with the Sandman..
Instead I walk away. I slide myself through the glass panel. I go inside the building. Into my room. I plop in my bed. Exhausted.I hug my pillows so tight. I feel the cold airconditioned wind gush through my toes. I slink into the comforter sheets. And I sleep. And I dream of her. Whoever she is. She who shines and would be able to give me a spark of light. To conquer the darkness, you need a bit of light.Then I dream of her - a multitude of women combined into one goddess of light.
If I were your Little Prince, I would be your greatest friend. If I had just one smile from you, I would be so glad. If I were your Little Prince, I would take my cape off and lay it down for you to walk on. If I were your Little Prince I will teach you how to talk to plants and animals. I will teach you how not to speak to the snake but to love your rose so dearly.I try to talk to her. I try to hold her. I cannot. 'a dream. A wisp of imagination. In the morning she goes to that place where wishes and dreams go - nowhere. I cannot follow there.
The next night. I am awake again. Clutching my robe I look down on the multitude of people down below. And I still think of the darkness.Hoping that this night, I do not decide to accept my own dare.That I will back down. And hopefully dream again.
Labels: love, mushy
 Posted by Che @ 5:44 PM
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[ Wednesday, July 27, 2005 ]
LSS
hay.. This song has been my theme song the whole day.. couldn't get it out of my drained head.. been thinking a lot this past few days about..this and that..well, almost everything. I got a post last fri about my trip/adventure to tagaytay last week..But then, i haven't got a chance to finish it so I didnt care on posting it. Also, ain't got no pictures to share. My forgetful head forgot to bring my cam. Anyway, here goes my last song syndrome. Haven't had a song for so long on my head. except this.. (hmmm..i feel like singing again..ngak..im missing someone too..un nmn pla..hehe)I knew it was there, Though I tried to hide it The feeling just kept on shining through Haven't known you that long, So I try to deny it But the feeling was much too Much too strong
Could this be love Deep down inside
Tearing me apart I feel it in my heart
Constantly, you're on my mind.. Thinking about you all the time
I can't sleep no matter what I do.. I just keep on thinking 'bout you
Why do I feel this way, When I know you have someone
That you're seeing each and everyday
Should I play this game Of just being your friend
but i know that's not where I want it to end
How could this be wrong? When it feels so strong
Tearing me apart I feel it in my heart
No I don't want to start No trouble
Between you and I and you lover
But I must tell you what I'm going through
Everytime you walk by I see love in your eyesLabels: lyrics
Posted by Che @ 6:09 PM
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[ Monday, July 18, 2005 ]
if only
 Nung Sabado e nakawala na naman ako ng bahay. Mabuti at may mabait na bata na nagimbita manood ng sine. (Salamat po donapay!) Ang tagal ko na nga kasing hindi nkakanood. Constantine na pelikula ni Keanu Reeves ang pinaka huling palabas na nakita ko. O dba astig?! Hehehe..8:10.. Simula ng palabas. Pero 7 pa lng e andun na kami. Early bird eto. Ayun, lakad-lakad muna. Tingin-tingin. Pakiramdam ko e ang tagal ko ng di pumunta sa Eastwood. Pero sa pagkaalala ko e nung mga Feb or March ang huli kong tapak dun. Dumami yung laman nung mall. Yung mga wala dati, meron na ngayon. Sadyang ganun talaga. Sa mabilis na panahon e madami ng pagbabago.Bago mag 8 e pumasok na kami sa movie house. Ang lamig. MALAMIG. wala akong jacket. Naka tsinelas pako! ayun goodluck.. Pero ok lang naman. D naman ako naninigas. Lumamig lang buo kong katawan. Simula na.. Typical love story ang dating nung simula. Halikan and all. hehehe.. pagdating nung bandang gitna e nagulat na lng ako at namatay na si Sam (Jennifer Love-Hewitt). Ayun nagngangawa c Ian (Paul Nicholls). Hindi ako natuwa sa matinding iyak ni Ian habang nasa labas sya ng ICU. Ang sagwa. hehehe.. Hindi ko tuloy malaman kung maawa at maiiyak ako pra sa kanya o matatawa. Sabi ko na nga ba..Panaginip lang yun. Namatay agad sa gitna ng pelikula?! dba weird.. Ayun. ayoko na magkwento. Baka di nyo pa napapanood e masabi ko lng yung ending. O kaya isara nyo na lng ang window na 'to. Ngayon na..* * * * *Ok naman yung movie. "If only". If only Ian can have another lifetime with her. *Spoiler* hehe.. Ang mensahe lang naman nito e. Wag nating baliwalain ang mga tao sa buhay naten. Habang may panahon pa e pakita naten ang kahalagahan nila kasi di naman habang buhay e anjan tayo o sila. Sa bandang huli e, nakakaiyak naman talaga yung sitwasyon. Yung palagi na lng naluluha si Ian sa kadahilanang nagkakatotoo yung mga pangyayari sa panaginip nya.(pero d ako umiyak a..pramis) Sa parteng yan d sya mukang masagwa kasi watery eyes lang naman. hehe.. Hmmm.. parang naramdaman ko na ata yun dati. (heheh..yun nmn pla!) Yung maiiyak ka na lng talaga sa sitwasyon. Pero hindi naman mamamatay pero alam kong mawawala. Ayun. Nawala na. heheh. Pero masaya ako. Pag alam mo naman na binigay mo ang best mo dba. Kaya ayun. ok oryt. =)Labels: movies
Posted by Che @ 12:05 AM
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[ Tuesday, July 12, 2005 ]
not much
Well, i just read a post from my friend's blog, Pat. hi Pat! =) Jeesh, just talked to you last night and there you are shedding your heart out on your page. That's good. Sometimes it really pays to congest our page with tidbits of our complex lives. Pat, I just hope everything will turn out fine. I wish..
As for me, yeah me.. hmm.. I dunno.. Nothing much. Just when I try to write about my so-called self, it always ends up to a song. May be not always but most of the time, and not now.
Well again. I'm really not sure on what to write about. My thoughts are far more disorganized than it used to be. But much clearer than before. (What a way to define?! nyahaha..)
Work. I miss my work. (c'mmon che! What are you talking about?!??) Yep, that's true. I'm absent this Monday 'coz of my usual sickness. Got to rest for 3 straight days and I miss my workaholic self. I don't want to waste my time at home being unproductive, except reading the da vinci code.
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And when missing work means having a headache.
I stayed late a while ago at work. Damn code.. It didn't work. hmm.. (components, .dll , %!=~.%##) My braincells started to bugged down. Eating up each other. eewww..
Anyway, hope to finish it tom morning.
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Hmm.. i just browsed thru my posts before. My very first post last nov 2004 rocks.. hahaha.. bittery bitter che. (kakatawa naman! matindi pa sa mpalaya.) The coolness of blog. It's nice to keep a little evidence of past events, thoughts, triumphs, feelings and stupidity. hahah..
I'm quite sleepy already. The conference with my batchmates just ended. i guess we're all tired. Till my next decent post. Goodnight!
*-* live and let live *-*Labels: chorva
Posted by Che @ 11:37 PM
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[ Friday, July 08, 2005 ]
the day you said goodnight
 Take me as you arePush me off the roadThe sadness I need this time to be with youI'm freezing in the sunI'm burning in the rainThe silence I'm screamingCalling out your name
And I do Reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you lose the side of your circles
That's what I'll do if we say goodbye
To be is all I got to be
And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight
The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why
I never would have known
Oblivion is falling down
If you could only know me
Like your prayers at night
then everything between you and me
will be alright
She's already taken
She's already taken
She's already taken me
The day you said goodnight Labels: lyrics
Posted by Che @ 4:32 PM
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[ Friday, July 01, 2005 ]
believe me
ahemm.. Reality check muna sa paligid. Ang hindi interesado, pindutin na ang X na button sa bandang kanan ng window. =p
Ngayong araw na 'to e effective na ang 10% Vat na ipinatupad. Kaya kagabi bago umuwi e nagpa-gas muna kami para kahit papano e makamenos sa pagtaas.. Nakamenos nga ba? Naaalala ko pa dati, Php12 lang per liter ang premium at mga Php7 lang per liter ang diesel. Yan e nung HS or College pa ata ako. Samantalang ngayon e Php33 or mahigit pa per liter ang premium?! tsktsk..tsk.. Sa loob ng 18 na buwan e dumoble ang presyo ng langis.
Kakataas lang ng pamasahe nung isang linggo. Anak ng tinapa.. H'wag mong sabihing tataas na naman ulet dahil dito?Last year, ang jeepney rate e nagtaas from Php4 to Php5.50. Nung isang linggo, Php7.50 na minimum. waaah..
Kamakailan lang e umamin si Gloria na sya nga ang nasa wire-tapped conversation na naglalaman ng pag-uusap nila ni Garci noong eleksyon. "Hello, Garci!"
Anong klase yan?! So inamin na din nya na nandaya siya diba? Pero..come to think of it.. Pare-pareho lang naman silang mandadaya. Ang weird nga lang e etong si gma biglang umamin. Hindi ko na nga natagalan nung napanood ko sya sa tv kaya nilipat ko na lang ang channel at mas matutuwa pa 'ko manood ng spongebob o encantadia. Pero ngayon ko lang talaga napatunayan na kahit sino man ang iluklok mo sa gobyerno e wala pa din kwenta. Wala talaga. Pare-pareho lang silang may interest.
Unti-unti na namang umaakyat ang dollar.
Nababawasan pa din ng malaking income tax ang sweldo ko buwan-buwan. Pero san ba 'to napupunta? Sa tingin ko pinapayaman lamang naten ang mga tao sa gobyerno. Nagpapakasasa sila sa kapangyarihan at pera. At ang ekonomiya at mga Pilipino? ayun. Goodluck.
I love the Philippines, but i do hate the government. It sucks! Believe me.. Big Time! -- che
Oo ako nagsabi ng quote na yan. Kahit di ko na siguro banggitin yung believe me. Labels: rants
Posted by Che @ 4:25 PM
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