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[ Saturday, January 28, 2006 ]
in a state of being whatever
23.. and counting.. I believe i aint getting younger at all. But still young che, still young.. Well, it's not my birthday today. I still have 8 months before i add 1 to that 23. So what's my point here huh?!.
My point: I WANT TO BE INDEPEPENDENT!!!
Yes, i want to move out and live on my own just like any other freaking single dude out there. Ever since i turned 19 i've been wanting to do that. But then, it's not that easy here in Pinas compare to other countries. I'm skeptical on the thought of supporting myself. When I graduated, i thought I can already pursue my plan. But I'm wrong. wrong, wrong, wrong.. Still impossible.
Right now, oh yeah this year.. 2006, year of the dog (my year), im praying for a job abroad. Singapore or China or Japan.. or Middle East.. *crossing my finger* I don't know but i'm so optimistic that I'll find an overseas job this year. I can feel it u know. heheh.. :) If im that lucky, Australia or Canada or UK or US maybe! haha.. who knows anyway?! :) God is Good aight!
So why do i want to work abroad?
1. one obvious reason. MONEY
2. i actually want to experience other culture (if only i can have a job that travels a lot..*wishin)
3. FREEDOM. yeah!
------------------Ok, it's saturday night.. So what am i doing here?! jeesh, i want to see a movie.. I haven't watched since ages. In dvd, yes. In my laptop, yes. But in a movie house.. Not again since Deuce Bigalow 2. I wanted to invite someone but i guess she isn't free (minsan sana). Anyway, might as well watch alone which i haven't done before. Bahala na..
YOSI. tsktsk.. It's almost a month since i stopped smoking. wahahah.. I don't want to tell myself i'll never do that again. I just don't do it. And still hoping that "my so-called yosi discipline" never stops.
No socialife. Yep, you heard it right. I'm kinda vanishing in this civilize world. I'm starting to hate my Home - Work - Home routine. Staring at the PC forever, just talking to friends at YM. Waaahh....
Ok, Here's an added list of my todos this year.. Hope i can do a thing there before i go abroad (hehe.. feeling)
1. Go to the mouth of Taal Volcano at Tagaytay
2. Roadtrip to Ilocos (drop by Fort ilocandia and Pagudpod
3. Open-sea dive
*so if any of you there wants to join, just leave a message ok.
I got nothing to say anymore.. I just hope my kapihan with pathrie will push thru this friday. Hay, we've got a lot to talk about.
That's it. I'm outta here. ciao!
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 Posted by Che @ 8:47 PM
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[ Tuesday, January 24, 2006 ]
when i'm gone
There's another world inside of me that you may never see, There's secrets in this life I can't hide. Well, somewhere in this darkness, there's a light that I can't find Well, maybe its to far away, maybe I'm just blind Maybe I'm just blind,
So hold me when I'm here,
Love me when I'm wrong,
Hold me when I'm scared,
And love me when I'm gone.
Everything I am, And everything in me,
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
I'll never let you down, Even if I could,
Give up everything, If only for your good,
So hold me when I'm here,
Love me when I'm wrong,
Hold me when I'm scared,
You won't always be there,
So love me when I'm gone.
So love me when I'm gone
When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin,
I won't tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends.
Now roaming through this darkness, I'm alive but I'm alone,
Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone.
So hold me when I'm here,
Love me when I'm wrong,
Hold me when I'm scared,
And love me when I'm gone.
Everything I am, And everything in me,
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
I'll never let you down, Even if I could,
Give up everything, If only for your good,
So hold me when I'm here,
Love me when I'm wrong,
Hold me when I'm scared,
You won't always be there,
So love me when I'm gone.
Maybe I'm just blind.
by 3 Doors Down Labels: lyrics
Posted by Che @ 4:04 PM
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[ Thursday, January 12, 2006 ]
i just think..
Back again. I JUST THINK 2006 is very promising.. :) Got an email this morning with a subject, Horoscope for 2006. I'm not fond of those stuffs. But when I read the Horoscope for Virgo, It surely made my day. hahah!----VIRGOThis year offers you an opportunity to meet your better half or someone very special. Eclipses across your first and seventh solar houses suggest a strong focus on close personal relationships. Seeking out a partnership or perfecting the one you are in is on the agenda in New Year 2006. 2006 finds you falling madly in love with someone very unique and different than the type of person you usually go for. It is and will be a dynamic relationship, unavoidable and fascinating. It will shake you out of old grooves and predictable behavior patterns and frankly make you chirpy and happy! The time between December 24, 2005 to February 3, 2006 is a time when you should be cautious about making purchases, taking financial risks and take your love life slowly. The time between October 28-November 18th is when communication problems can crop up, so it's advisable to keep all your paperwork in order and all important documents ready. You are especially mentally alert and busy this New Year 2006, and opportunities to travel or simply move about can present themselves. This year you widen your social circle, update your skills, improve your communication skills, advertise, publish, and write more this year. New Year 2006 should prove to be an exciting, busy, and fruitful year. Your life seems to speed up in 2006, and as it does, you find that you lose some of your skepticism, cautiousness, and fear of taking risks. This New Year you are finding all new ways to express yourself, making all awe in admiration. ----Enough about the horoscope thing.. My office is at Macapagal Rd. so before going home from work this afternoon, I drop by the park near the Mall of Asia and the Church to view the sunset at Manila bay. I dunno but I love sunset.. Brought my cam..    
Sunrise naman.. Last Sunday at The Fort after jogging.. (view of the EuroStar Carnival) 
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Posted by Che @ 10:51 PM
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